Latest #FallingOut Posts
- Sarita Vihar
- XXXXXI PARAPHRASING
1. It's 3 o'clock in the morning
And I feel my blood going cold
As my hands reach out to find you
You're not here anymore.
And the only thing I have
Is your last voice note
And I have played it 51 times over since you left.
2. I play it for the 52nd time. But this time in my head.
3. You called me beautiful thrice every day.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
4. See, how spell-casting these words sound.
Even when they are now hollow to you.
See, how easy it is for me to find habit in these words.
So, repeat to me the reality,
Three times a day now.
I've fallen out of love. I've fallen out of love. I've fallen out of love.
5. These words are devastating.
But that's the only way I let go of us.
6. We have lost our passion.
You're like a wilted flower now.
Times are not the same anymore.
7. See, how beautifully you broke my heart
Without even mentioning once
That you don't love me anymore.
8. And that's the problem with your paraphrasing and rephrasing.
It's cruel when you do it outside your therapy room.
It's cruel to say the same thing in 3 different ways every time.
It's cruel to apply it on your ex-patients, whose weakness is habit you know.
9. You left behind broken parts of me that you built.
10. So here's to you till I move on:
I love you. I love you. I love you.
I'll leave you to that because that's all I know.
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20 hours ago
- Marriage in 2 photos! Basically had an argument with the husband. He then says ‘look I know your dead mad at me but there’s an epic dinosaur near the garden centre (JW alive) give me your phone as I’m going out to get it’. I’m thinking awww that’s quite sweet. Maybe I should just let this go. He gets back. I say ‘do you want me to come back to the lounge and join you?’ His response ‘well you knew there was an epic dinosaur out there and you didn’t tell me. That’s something to argue over’. Errrrm yep, I am still forever confused by men 😂 #marriage #fallingout #menconfuseme #husband #husbandandwife #selfie #manandwife #blueeyes #couplearguments #jwalive #married #coupleproblems #jurassicworldalive (edit: the first photo I took earlier today messing with lighting. Who knew I’d actually get a use for it 😂. 2nd was taken off the cuff after husband got back in)
16 November, 2018
- Closed the show last night. Woke up super super tired this morning... and still feeling exhausted all day.... but thinking about people who came to the show, or supported me, and I work with, I feel I am lucky one indeed. Thank you all... #phantomlimbcompany #BAM #FallingOut
11 November, 2018